Friday, January 6, 2023

The Tiny Perfect Moments of 2022

scraping a sticker off a ramada post

watching a musical during the super bowl

hosting an online friend from Texas

the Nicki Minaj flag

standing in the middle of my street in Tempe soaking in the sunset

my first house show

the rainbow on my arm at postino

my first spring training game

comparing Zia hauls

late night IHOP visits

terrible karaoke to Stop Making This Hurt

suiting up for the final ChemE presentation

trading t shirts

conversations with your best friend over each other's kitchen counters past midnight

the Jack Antonoff fit

the high school saguaro growing tall

painting nails with the bros before a concert

my final semester sendoff and seeing it touch so many lives

grad photos in the places I loved- Hayden classrooms, the art museum atrium

the Springtime In Tempe short film

crafting shitty MS Paint invitations

the final parties at the condo

the bottle opener as a microphone

a painted portrait of seven year old me

meeting a friend across the ocean and seeing &Juliet

trying gluten free treats I thought I'd never eat

insert whole damn Europe trip here

Bleachers at Red Rocks

Minecraft beds next to each other

Oceanside beach in all its imperfection

a 4th of July slip n slide

visiting someone you love in the hospital

defeating the ender dragon for the first time with friends

DJ Sabrina on wax

searching for housewarming gifts at thrift stores as it begins to rain

assorted macarons always

a teeny baby cat

drunk late night paneer tikka masala

my first tooth wax up

the reflections at night on the entry fountain at school

evermore flannel

taking a break from the 24 hr study lounge to look at the night sky

dollar marg tuesdays at Popo's

chai sugar cookies and cheap rosé only means one thing

a crazy costume idea becoming reality

popsicles and waxing in the clubhouse

the secret bar at Cornish Pasty

situationship dates

friends who understand the importance of taking pictures

scoring Taylor Swift tickets

the green SOTC cardigan filling me with energy to study

the smell of homemade baked goods made with love

dumb photo ops for the holidays

a full rainy day at a hometown festival

flipping off Jack before the show and him viewing the pic before going onstage

fully acoustic finale when the speakers blew out

holiday movies we’ve seen a hundred times with family

long walks through parks and downtowns with old friends

the same speech over and over about how much my friends mean to me

Monday, January 2, 2023

The Best of Visual Media in 2022

This year I watched 128 movies / limited series / short films, 23 that came out in 2022.


Movie reviews are my main form of writing outside of journaling, so I wanted to save the best I wrote this year in one place. In total I reviewed 103. Ordered chronologically, taken from my Letterboxd records, here are some of the reviews I most enjoyed writing.

Sleeping with Other People 2015 ★★★½


This honestly blew me away a little. I knew from the actors and the premise that I'd probably enjoy this, but I'm glad got around to watching it because it's a gem. Good soundtrack, great story, some incredible lines.

Some chats I sent while watching the movie over vc:

the things id do if i was in new york again

IBM THINKPADSS\

I dont think i like me enough to introduce him to other people

strong vocabulary, look dynamite in a tank top

jason sudekis date me


Sing Street 2016 ★★★½


John Carney makes such good Irish music movies about yearning.

I kinda feel like he's made the same movie three times just different ways, but

  • that's a gross reduction, each story Carney has written has unique characters and ideas, and they're all good
  • in this one it is painfully obvious when they switch to the dubbed voice of another dude for the singer
  • the main cast looks wildly different ages, some look close to 15 others look mid twenties

I love that they each have sorta ambiguous endings, looking towards the future. I love coming of age movies, especially set in the 80s. Also, is Lucy Boynton the most beautiful women ever?

Banger songs. More movies where people hang out and make music please.


Don’t Look Up 2021 ★★★½


Wow... I surprisingly really liked this. Maybe Jennifer Lawrence's best performance? Solid acting by the rest of the cast as well. The story did not stray into cringey satire and surface-level-liberal nods nearly as much as I thought it would. 


I get why people didn't like this. Yes it's too long, the social media and pop culture bits feel ancient or out of touch- but it didn't totally detract from the thing. It just works, even if it's stupid.


The movie could have been more powerful if real names of companies, news organizations, and people were used as much as possible. Another creative decision that could have been interesting would be to end the movie right after the President asks the CEO how many drones are needed for it to work. I like the idea of leaving it uncertain. The ending they went with was still solid, but the end credit scenes progressively made it more absurd and soured my opinion.


I like the bombastic score, Adam McKay's directing style, and I think they handled the large starry cast decently. 


Of course, this big budget mega corporation movie proves its own message- that individual people have no power, and that those in power are the elite who are incompetent with misaligned interests. I think that irony is kinda sweet and funny. 


maybe I was just in a good mood. maybe the alcohol started hitting by the time the movie got shittier. idk. it's just a movie.


EDIT: I just recalled the dumbest fucking scene with the maga ppl looking up literally to the sky and saying "they lied" ... McKay why did you have to make the "Dont Look Up" catchphrase literal? Anyway Jonah Hill got on my nerves too which was the point I know but. minus 1/2 star.


Charli XCX: Alone Together 2021 ★★★½


This was really illuminating and cute. Making the album and documentary clearly took a toll on Charli, but she couldn't have done it any other way. In 2020, she needed her people and her people needed her. 


The beautiful thing about the internet is how small it makes the world feel. There is really nothing like a healthy artist-fan community. Having experienced online fan communities firsthand during the pandemmy, I appreciate how well this captures the unique aspects, the positives and the negatives of being extremely online. As I reflect now, the person I am and the people I care about today were extensively shaped by quarantine. Most notably Album Listening Club and Bleachers online communities being brought back into the real world was the best experience of my whole life. Pre-covid me would have never have hosted a Zoom call for Jack Antonoff, flown to NJ for people I'd never met, or made so many new friends in college. 


Anyway, my point here is the fan footage really gives this documentary context. The relatability and casual vibes were right for this. It does kinda drag and isn't put together well but idc. Her whole process continues to highlight the genius of her collaboration with AG Cook.


Punch-Drunk Love 2002 ★★★★★


He needs me, he needs me

He needs me, he needs me...


I... think I love this movie. Upon a rewatch this is insane. I feel this movie within my chest. The anxiety, the frantic score, the flashes of color, the pudding coupons, the harmonium, the raw conversations.


I feel the need to mention, Adam Sandler has made half a dozen amazing movies and a dozen decent ones- he's truly the best. This performance is evidence, especially if you like artsy shit. All you out there saying "I don't like Adam Sandler but Uncut Gems was pretty good" shut the fuck up. Maybe Paul Thomas Anderson can make a good movie after all.


I have a love in my life, it makes me stronger than anything you can imagine.


Before Sunset 2004 ★★★★★


The way they glance at each other- I've never looked at anyone before. They way they speak- I've never had a conversation before. 


I agree with my previous review. This flows impeccably and does not waste a moment of its runtime. I love the soft warm color, the lingering shots, the stairwell, the rawest conversation in the car, the both of them giving up on true love years ago, the way Céline goes to touch him and pulls back. I was gonna say this movie has one of the best endings I've ever seen, but I feel the same way about the beginning and middle too. 


Linklater gets it, he really gets it. Jesse and Céline are my definition of romantic love. These movies are it.


Captain Ahab: The Story of Dave Stieb 2022 ★★★★½


In the past I have always prefaced my Jon Bois reviews by saying I don't even like baseball, I don't even watch football. 


Long overdue, I can now say, yes, I do like baseball. Dave Stieb's struggle is universal, gut wrenching, and inspiring. Sport as a metaphor for life has been a common theme in Bois documentaries, and here it never is contrived. The quality was consistent all the way through, with Part 3 easily the best. Bois and Rubenstein are the greatest documentary makers, ever. They transform and uplift the medium in a way no one else does. 


We all can learn a lot from Dave Stieb about patience, fulfillment, and passion. His story could not have been told with more care.


This is how the sport of baseball moves: not at all and then, all at once, with such terrifying speed the lines begin to bend, and then not at all…


Everything Everywhere All at Once 2022 ★★★★★


Some movies I feel in my chest, a weight that makes it feel more difficult to breathe. Some movies I tear up while watching. Some movies I marvel at the score, the choreography, the effects, the dialogue, or the acting.


Very few check all those boxes. Very few leave me speechless for minutes stuck in my seat after it has ended. This review is inadequate. Watch this movie. 


I need to call my mom.


Springtime In Tempe ★★★★★


This little short has had a major effect on me. I think about it all the time. Being released right around the same time I graduate from ASU and plan on moving away from Tempe definitely played a role. I love the static shots and the soundtrack. 


I love Tempe and Arizona so much, but more importantly, this made me realise I have all along.


Love Actually 2003 ★★★★


I put off watching this for so long. Same writer and director as About Time, Bill Nighy, Keira Knightley and all the rest- I knew I would like this. Tonight I needed a comfort movie.

 

Love, Actually reminded me of a few important things. I love falling in love, being in love, visiting airports, forging friendships, seeing other people go through the same process. That's what life is. It isn't always easy. We are most defined by our relationships to others- our partners, family, and friends. Without them I'm not me. I'm thankful for that. I'm still coming to grips with the fact that as the people around me change, I change too. I never am ready for it. But maybe someday I will be.


Lost in Translation 2003 ★★★★


Am I a bad person?

What do others really think of me?

What's the difference between friendship, love, and obsession?

How does language separate us and bring us together?

Did we lose something with the loss of fax machines?

Is there a right way to say goodbye?


Some of these questions were addressed by this movie. Others were just on my mind today.


The Terminal 2004 ★★★½


We’re all waiting in some way or other. “This too shall pass,” we tell each other, because without looking towards the future, what are we? The tough times make the good times mean something. 


Tom Hanks does well here, as does Stanley Tucci. The movie drags a bit sometimes but I think that serves to emphasize the time spent waiting.


Seeking a Friend for the End of the World 2012 ★★★★


Keira Knightley is one of a kind.


Some movies you watch in the right place at the right time. This was not one of those for me. Still, so much of it resonated. I expected this one to leave me feeling defeated and alone, but I think in a small way I feel hopeful. I strongly believe that who we are is who we choose to spend time with. There's only so much of that time, and it goes by faster everyday.


It couldn’t have happened any other way. It had to happen now. 


I could go on and on about how this movie distills ideas I hold close, but the big thing is finding meaning in what you've got. Beauty is all around us.


Penny saying "it isn't enough time" reminded me of a similar scene in the Angel episode "I Will Remember You." When you're with the right person, everything always feels too late.


Cha Cha Real Smooth 2022 ★★★★½

Your memories aren’t going anywhere.


Great performances throughout. Great message, even if it's fairly surface level and overly sweet. I think the portrayal of adulthood here is way off, but it does accurately capture the fears and wants on the edge, looking ahead and looking back. Perhaps the exact movie I needed right now. I really like how grounding the story is to me.


Disney Channel’s Theme: A History Mystery 2022 ★★★★½


How will you be remembered?


One of the modern documentary greats. Perjurer assembled a comprehensive look into yet another seemingly mundane aspect of corporate entertainment. I'm reminded of the excellent video by Tom Scott delving into the evolution of the It'll Be Alright On The Night title sequence. The amount of effort and creativity put into clips less than five seconds is admirable. Some of the world's greatest art goes unappreciated in the critical sense, but we appreciate it in another- our memory. Maybe that's the best legacy.


Harold and Maude 1971 ★★★★


Something about this movie has made it stick in my mind all these years.


Of course, the Cat Stevens soundtrack is incredible. But there is something more. Loving is what makes us human, even when it's irrational. It's also fleeting, and I think Harold and Maude argues that the ephemeral nature of life's wonders is what makes it worth living. It's not easy getting through your early 20s. We don't all have a sick hearse to drive.


It’s a Wonderful Life 1946 ★★★★★


George Bailey is you. He's me. Like many holiday favorites, I've seen this movie probably a dozen times by now- I know every word, every frame. And I still held my breath, gritted my teeth, smiled, and cried at the typical times. This is a classic in every sense of the word. It rarely shows its age. One of the most earned finales ever. Some may complain about the runtime but I think not a moment is wasted- all the bits from George's life are important to understanding his character. Iconic.


I can understand some criticism of this movie but I will never trust someone who outright doesn't like it.


Sunday, January 1, 2023

The Best Music of 2022

Listening History

Loosely ranked, taken from my last.fm and generated using Topsters.



By number of listens,

Top artists

  1. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ
  2. Taylor Swift
  3. Bleachers
  4. The 1975
  5. Foxes

Top albums

  1. Taylor Swift - Midnights
  2. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ - Charmed
  3. The 1975 - Being Funny in a Foreign Language
  4. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ - The Makin' Magick II Album
  5. Foxes - The Kick

Top tracks

  1. The 1975 - Happiness
  2. Foxes - Too Much Colour
  3. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ - Call You
  4. DJ Sabrina The Teenage DJ - Goodnight
  5. Hannah Diamond - Fade Away

Top Artist Discoveries

  1. The 1975
  2. DeathPop
  3. Dentist
  4. Weyes Blood
  5. Lizzy McAlpine

Concerts

44 acts over 15 days of shows, including 2 two-day festivals.

Samia, HAIM, Bleachers twice, DeathPop twice, Wolf Alice, Phoebe Bridgers, The Regrettes, and Japanese Breakfast for the third time were the highlights.

I log my concerts using a pretty spreadsheet, if you'd like a blank copy take one here.

Thursday, March 25, 2021

Charmed by DJ Sabrina - Review and Analysis

The Setting

Sabrina Spellman was mixing dope beats in the other realm, which she recorded onto her inherited heirloom tape machine, made with her carboot-sale drum machines and charity-shop synthesizers, and decided to import them into her eMac. She was pleased with how they sounded, and used Bias Peak to bring them in-line with ITU BS.1770 standards. Suddenly, after a rousing game of chase-and-mouse, the housecat (Salum) ran into her bedroom with his typical brusque countenance. "Hey, who's been raving out to some GROOVY tunes?", and SaylemCat suddenly started dancing on the keyboard of the computer. All was quite funny, when Salem the CAT hit upload by accident and sent the tracks raining from the New England attic onto Soundcloud in the future, via inter-timeal-dimentional-modem-travel. Now the tracks are being uploaded and the social media is updated by Salem the cat, from an old colonel dutch-house, somewhere in 1996.
- DJSTTDJ

Why

Why the obnoxiously long name? What's up with the dumb pixel art? Who's actually willing to listen to an album that long? Why is she obsessed with a dumb late 90s sitcom?


Shut up. 


I know it might all seem a little absurd to get worked up over something that, on the surface, seems like a drawn-out joke. If you have those thoughts, throw them out. Start over. It won't be long until you're saying, Wait... that's actually a pretty epic bio she wrote... that album art would look pretty cool on my wall... aaaand now it's 4am and I'm finishing off my night with "End of an Era" yet again.

Why DJ Sabrina 

Welcome back… digitally mastered, and ready for playback!


DJ Sabrina stands alone. Charmed is a life-affirming magnum opus, a love letter to music itself. It caps a magnificent pentalogy of albums released in just a few short years. The album has truly changed my life. Charmed has higher highs than Taylor Swift's 1989, better songwriting than Swift's folklore, better production than Jellyfish's Spilt Milk, more diverse instrumentation than The Format's Dog Problems, better samples than The Avalanches's Since I Left You, and more consistency than Carly Rae Jepsen's Emotion. Listening to the album is truly an experience all of its own. Charmed is a celebration of all things music, nostalgia, and joy. DJ Sabrina is able to make three hours seem like 30 minutes, with no danger of ever overplaying the album. Practically every time, pressing play on "Next To Me" means finishing the album all the way through, whether it's in one sitting or not. 


Before we get too deep into this, I should probably also mention that I'm a terrible writer, and writing might be my least favorite activity on the planet. I also know very little about the technicalities of music and have a very hard time identifying instruments and lyrics in general. Despite all that, I felt my experience with DJSTTDJ warranted a super thorough set of praise and analysis. I find it very difficult to put into words just how much I love DJ Sabrina. I think I would be content listening to Charmed and nothing else my whole life. As a result, I've been spending forever trying to write a review that will do it justice. There aren't many artists capable of shooting to the top of my all-time listens in less than two months. Not to mention her convincing me to buy a box set, a shirt, cassettes, CDs, posters, and to start a watch through of a cheesy cute and fun 90s teen show.


Another reviewer on RYM put my feelings into words best (edited for clarity):

"Every word I'm typing feels like a criminal understatement. This music does more than just make me happy, it makes me feel better in such a way I cannot emphasize or communicate enough with just words. This music makes me feel real. This music makes me feel alive. And I am so fucking happy to be alive."


Perhaps now would be a good time to step back and look at DJ Sabrina's work as a whole. Most people define her work as primarily outsider house, but that definition is far too limiting and even arguably inaccurate depending on the album. Charmed is certainly a dance album. At the same time, it feels incredibly appropriate for dancing alone at home, on a COVID-safe walk, or while falling asleep late at night. 


I would argue Charmed is best appreciated in the context of its place in the pentalogy, capping over 10 hours of music. DJ Sabrina greatly enjoys using "sister songs" to call back to earlier work. A variety of samples reemerge over the discography's runtime, including some of my personal favorites from earlier songs like "Night Drive", "The Cool", and "Feel The Pain." With many other artists something like this ends up sounding derivative or repetitive, but she manages to make it into a cohesive passion project.


Why Charmed

I've listened dozens of times now all the way through, and I still don't get bored on a single track. It's that engaging. This is the quickest an album has become my favorite- it only took a couple weeks. I'm forever indebted to rateyourmusic-browsing friends and Artemis for recommending this. I probably never would have listened, except the length caught my eye- could I even finish an album of that length? And it turned out, no I couldn't, at least not on the first couple attempts. 


The best parts of the album are the biggest, most bombastic tracks, often with a vocal sample opening or closing the song. The best stretches of songs are Next To Me --- Charmed, New Year's Resolution --- Not Your Fault, and Nothing's Gonna Stand In My Way --- Charmed Life. That doesn't mean that the other tracks are filler at all- they just tend to be the shorter tracks that don't have as much of an impact on the album's overall flow and sound. 


DJSTTDJ also expertly mixed a continuous mix for this album. The songs line up seamlessly, to an even better effect than her previous efforts. If you listen to the songs individually your best choice is listening to the Single or Promo versions. On my first dozen listens or so I would very often lose track of which track I was on. It works best as a whole, certainly. When you remove the shorter or more repetitive tracks part of the soul of the album is lost. Even though I've tried, an abridged version simply isn't practical. The transitions are an essential part of the vibe. And even if you cut it down, you're still looking at about two hours. So just listen to the whole thing. Yeah, you. It doesn't have to be in one sitting. And don't fool yourself into thinking, "it's dance music, I should wait to listen to it until we can have a party, or this, or that." Charmed is a fusion of so many genres and sounds, perfect for just about any occasion, whether that be the floor at 3am, a sunset walk, a massive house party, an early morning study session, or a devastating commute. Just put it on whenever you can and you will eventually fall in love.

Track By Track

1. Next To Me 7:37

An incredible opener, this song contains the hallmarks of everything that makes Sabrina so good at her work. The song builds and builds while adding more and more layers, starting with the wind instruments and shuffling beats. I hesitate to say it, but you don't find anything of value here the next 3 hours might be tedious. I'll admit that on my first listen I thought it was fine but not much more than that- it sounded like a calming dance track I could enjoy at a party or something.

2. After The Fall 0:34

3. Summertime Car-by 1:02

These two songs function as an essential and seamless transition from the atmosphere of "Next To Me" to "Charmed", which helps greatly since they sound so different. It feels like the DJ taking a break between songs, but not in a tedious or uninteresting way, quite the opposite.

4. Charmed 6:40 

This is the fourth title track DJ Sabrina has done, and it lives up to the others easily. It’s the first time these male vocoder-like vocal effects are front and center on this album, and they contrast really well with the female voice, almost in some kind of call-and-response.

5. Love Foundation 6:00

Samples from "When Your Eyes Say It" by Britney Spears really tie this song together. It was gratifying to see it featured in Sonemic’s Valentine’s Day playlist. I really enjoy the breakdown near the end with "be quiet, be cool," "love foundation," and all the other samples overlaid. She says "I had a great time makin’ this," and it shows.

6. By The Pool 1:11

7. Pool Party 6:32

Let’s go! I can’t wait to throw this on at a real pool party… I don’t have much to say about this but I like how immersive it is.

8. Too Long Looking Back 4:29

Again DJSTTDJ uses two sets of vocal effects to distinguish between lead and backup. I like the breakdown of the sound where by the end the vocals have become more and more computerized.

9. This Is The (Remix) 0:43

Another DJ moment. Not as essential as other transitions but it doesn’t overstay its welcome.

10. 2 Long LookIIng Back, Too 4:09

This might be the weakest track. It does work well along with the two songs preceding it, though.

11. Nyakuza Metro Cats 5:00

I think on my first few listens I really didn't appreciate this track, it just seemed like a filler track. But the momentum it builds is stunning. It features a ton of original synth work and some quirky samples. Might be the most danceable song so far.

12. Feel The Pain I 5:53

Linked with "Feel The Pain II" from Witchkraft, this is another example of how this is a project years in the making. The pulsating horns are a standout here.

13. I Want U 2 Know 9:05

Here is the point where the album really starts to ramp up. It doesn’t deviate much from the standard Sabrina formula but this is one of the better examples of DJSTTDJ knowing when to extend a song out over seven minutes, if it has strong enough samples to carry it.

14. New Year's Resolution 7:22

Finally a fantastic New Year’s song! 

15. Still Cool 5:43

The brilliant sax sample is what makes this song. It's impossible to not tap your feet and nod your head as it ramps up between 1 and 2 minutes. Then Sabrina brilliantly pulls in a sample all the back from Witchkraft, but she also builds off of it in a new way with the "Everybody's got a story…" sample. It all blends together so well. I think this is where I got truly hooked on my first listen. She is able to help me appreciate love I haven’t even experienced yet.

16. How Did You Know? 6:29

My personal favorite. This track soars, it is the greatest declaration of love ever in music. 

"What's wrong?" 

"I just don't think I'm ever going to find love"

"What are you talking about?" 

"Because I love you … greatest thing in my whole world is that I love you." 

Then all of the parts come together as a whole, the guitar, the synths, the samples, it's just- incredible. The backing synth and drums anchor the song while emotions soar to the clouds. To be honest, I don't know how to describe this without sounding massively cheesy. And maybe it is cheesy. But if you aren't worried about that, and you're ready to feel happy- damn.

17. Forever 7:12

Smack in the middle of the most solid stretch. Another good show of some fun synth work. I suppose this is a slower one. Again, DJSTTDJ knows just how to express love in its most pure form. 

18. Not Your Fault 7:04

The most cathartic track. Some days you just really need to hear DJ Sabrina tell you it's gonna be ok, that it isn't your fault. The spoken word overlaid on this track is maybe the most important on the album. This song might just break me someday.

"I never told you. It's not your fault" 

"Go to that painful place. I want you to take me there. And remember, I'm here. Go back and remember, it's not your fault."

19. Down With Love 8:31

This relies heavily on one main looping sample, with the perfected formula as successful as ever.

20. I Like Where This Is Going 1:35

A partial retread of "Down With Love," but with more strings and those simple piano notes near the end that pull at my heartstrings every time. 

21. Strayed Ocean 3:24

A really strong short song. I wish this one had gone on longer. I love the bombastic, swelling drums here.

22. (Just Reminds Me That) We're All Alone 5:35

Our narrating DJ introduces this track, which surprisingly I don’t find annoying on repeat listens. It doesn’t feel out of place or intrusive. For me, this song is about finding acceptance and even comfort in the fact, that we are all alone, that’s all. I love the trombone and repetition of "DJ Sabrina" near the end.

23. Alrighty, Then! 3:11

"Shine" by The Skies of America is the winning factor and opening sample. It’s a wonderful talent that DJ Sabrina can discover gems and fragments that sound timeless and universal. Of course, Jim Carrey’s iconic "Alrighty, Then!" must be mentioned as well.

24. Wedding Night 5:21

This song starts off pretty strong but it does rely a bit too heavily on a single short vocal loop. Still, I could see myself playing this at my own wedding someday.

25. Right Now 5:39

Again, the spoken intro here doesn’t miss. I think the main lyrics here may be original but I couldn’t verify it. This track plays an essential role in breaking up such a long album. It’s more of a reflective piece between a throbbing dance number and a triumphant exclamation of courage.

26. Nothing's Gonna Stand In My Way 9:01

The final hour of the album is the best section. This song goes by painfully fast. Even without familiarity with the source material,  this song has a very crucial meaning. The bit about trying to play in time on drums, never doing solos, it used as a clever metaphor here. DJ Sabrina then uses the drums, in a solo, to close out the song’s final message. Side note: one of the most entertaining things to do is hunting for the source of so many of these samples DJ Sabrina uses. Even when I don’t find one, I often find some other really obscure music that actually is pretty good. 

27. My Baby, I Become Unhinged 11:14

Another one of my favorites, this one might be the most difficult to talk about. As she describes in her Sonemic interview, DJ Sabrina simulates a depressive trance. This track may have single handedly changed my outlook on life. For me, she is able to spin a somber experience into something positive, a celebration of simple existence. 

28. Eeeeyyyy 7:06

Only DJ Sabrina is capable of writing a song called "Eeeeyyyy" that is a heartfelt life story and a dance banger. She makes a fantastic decision to open this track with silence, and then a dialogue scene with sonic detail so vivid it feels like I’m there. "Because you know who you are, and what you need. You really do. And you're gonna be just fine. You are, believe me." Imagine my surprise learning it’s a line from a throwaway movie called The Lifeguard from 2013. Top five track here for sure. Really the only bad thing I can say about it is that it seems too short at seven minutes. 

29. Always Charmed 2:38

The best transition. This gives a tantalizing taste of what’s to come next and builds the importance of the climax in a way only DJ Sabrina can. It’s the closest thing I’ve heard to musical magic.

30. Charmed Life 14:31

"It could happen to me."

I still get chills everytime I hear that, even around 45 full listens.

The culmination of all the hours and years of music in history: "Charmed Life," and by extension its essential prologue "Always Charmed." DJ Sabrina always knows just how long to make a song, drawing the best ones out to over eight minutes, and this one is brought to over 14. She expertly weaves motifs from the whole pentalogy. Excuse me, I've got to stop writing this just so I can go appreciate it again for the 20th time.

31. End Of An Era 13:21

The perfect epilogue to such an extensive album- it wouldn't be right to just end on the climax. "End of an Era'' is, literally, the end of a three hour album and a ten hour pentalogy of albums. It's also the end of this "era" of music for DJ Sabrina, and in direct comparison to what comes before, it's mostly mellow and reflective, while still fairly experimental. The piano anchors the song throughout its extensive runtime.

Conclusions

We’ve reached the end (for now). There are lots of details I left out, about sister songs, instrumentals, samples, and much more that I don’t have the vocabulary to describe. The pentalogy is complete.  Now begins DJ Sabrina the Teenage DJ’s well-deserved ascent to legendary cult status.


Charmed is frequently reaching for ever higher highs, but it never feels exhausting or inauthentic. DJ Sabrina shows a deep love of her source material, whether that be the vocal samples from TV shows or YouTube videos, or any of the genres she pulls from. 


Charmed is like listening to music for the first time; it is an expression of love for music, for visual media, for love itself.


Charmed is the best album of all time.



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